T.R.A.V.I.S

walao..eye swollen. lols..not cus of de cut above my right eye la. i tink ok alr..but cus...i cried ytd. zzz..so embarrassing. haix..

y everything becming so...zzzzzzzz. parents quarel..den mum donno go where. walao..make me worry like crap. after gettin scolded in de car by dad..reached home. they quarel again...zzz

i hate him. always make mum sad..for no gd reason. tis time..really make mum so pissed la. she left de hse..at around 8plus. 1 hour passed..2 hours...3 hours.....not home yet!

den dad ask me go call her..walao. abit too late to worry ah? i jus continued lying in bed. hoping..waiting..seeking..tat mum would jus come home..anytime,soon.

he finally went out to find her. leaving me alone in de dark,huge n lonely hse. its scary. when fear n anger envelopes u, u jus feel so helpless. was jus lying in bed, wondering n thinkin...who would be there for me?

is there anyone i can turn to now? it was 11plus..who wasnt asleep? man..trevell's n Japan n trevor's in campus. hmm..my dog? sleeping..at de first floor. if i go down to look for it..it oso wont talk to me wad. bark at me for disturbin its sleep maybe have la. zzz

haix..i tried to tink abt de gd things. but ...i jus cant. results like shit..everything in life is like shit. waitin for my lil fone to beep..hoping n needing someone to talk to..

n yes, it did beep.

but de sms i received wasnt very much encouraging either. jus plunged my mood even further. i ask myself, "wad de heck?"

y's everyone turnin against me?

man..

now i really think..how to smile? when everyone is..hurtin me in all sorta ways

hmm..but..i jus have to trust in Him. whom shall i fear? Cast all ur anxiety on Him. Trustin in Youuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!

haix..such an emo post. oh well.
take care all. be good :D