so emo..so down. crushed. idk wads happenin..haix. jus wads wrong? havin at least 3 tests everyday,man..im so damn stressed. now polo competitions r coming up again..tough trainin. tats another reason im feeelin worn out
n..im skippin dance. arghhh. stupid extra lessons..take up so much of my time.
things r not goin so well there either. but, wad can i do? theres nth.
is there someone i can talk to? will there be anyone for me? hmm..they tell me to cheer up. but wads there to cheer abt? jus wad?
i tink, im jus a coward. perhaps theres really nth gd abt me. yes i suck
i wish i could jus end everything. now, right now.
theres no one there.
i feel so alone.
no one. no one. no one. no one. no one. no one. no one. no one. no one. no one. no one. no one. no one. no one.

